Saturday, November 30, 2013

featuring me: the delinquent

the type of girl with red puffy eyes that she will never show you.
the type of girl that makes you laugh at inappropriate jokes because she thinks they're funny.
the type of girl that can win the award for putting on a fake smile.
the kind of girl with bags under her eyes because the night terrifies her.
the kind of girl that makes money then spends it right after on something she doesn't need.
the kind of girl that cuts the edges off the brownies in the pan 
& leaves the middle for someone else to eat. 
this type of girl is me 
& i am this type of girl.
the type of girl that just wants her sister home so she can hug her. 
the type of girl that wants to live in the feeling that she gets when she smells cigarette smoke & freshly cut grass 
wants to live in the feeling of this is where i belong 
the feeling of
fuck,
I'm finally happy

Sunday, November 10, 2013

too fucking long.





there are some things that it's just been too long since i've done.
Ex.
smiled & meant it
hung out with my sister
watched Donnie Darko
kissed a boy
talked to a unicorn
took my dog on a walk
played in the sprinklers 
jumped on a trampoline
had a deep conversation with someone
had ice cream in a cone
taken pictures of things that meant something to me
had a party for a random reason
etc.

obviously my life is a joke.