senior year.

so my senior year starts tomorrow. i am excited for my last first day ever of high school but other than that i'm not really excited for anything, i mean other than the last day. i'm not excited for senior prom, or being with friends for the last year, or any other cliche junk. i'm just done. & you know what i came to the conclusion about today? that i honestly enjoyed going to school. at least i did 6 years ago. Utah has ruined a lot of things for me & school is one of them. but i think i'm coming to terms with that. i think i'll be okay resenting it for the next year. resenting everyday that i have to walk in the halls of dear ole' american fork high school because when you have so much hate for one thing it makes everything else seem a little sweeter, a little more tolerable. 

damn.

here's to him.

here's to him; the boy that can make me smile on the worst of days just  by saying one word.
the boy that i can lay down for hours & watch jimmy neutron with.
the boy who i can tease relentlessly but still knows i love him.
still knows that no matter where he is or how far away we are i will always give him a think about because i want him to get the best night sleep he can & have dreams that remind him of me & know i love him no matter the distance. 
& i also want him to know that i will slay a dragon for him any day of the week or fight off an alien invasion or climb over a mountain just to find him or even just knock on his door & say hello just to see him smile.
i will do anything for him.
anything for my brother.
anything for henry.
he may be a wienie & a turd & a totally nut head but he is my wienie & if you hurt him i will hunt you down & kick your ass.
so here's to him.
here's to henry.