senior year.

so my senior year starts tomorrow. i am excited for my last first day ever of high school but other than that i'm not really excited for anything, i mean other than the last day. i'm not excited for senior prom, or being with friends for the last year, or any other cliche junk. i'm just done. & you know what i came to the conclusion about today? that i honestly enjoyed going to school. at least i did 6 years ago. Utah has ruined a lot of things for me & school is one of them. but i think i'm coming to terms with that. i think i'll be okay resenting it for the next year. resenting everyday that i have to walk in the halls of dear ole' american fork high school because when you have so much hate for one thing it makes everything else seem a little sweeter, a little more tolerable. 

damn.